;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Friday, June 03, 2005

9:24 PM

I'm so bloody lost. Sometimes i don't even noe who to turn to at times..You're the first person which comes to my mind when i'm feelin down or when i'm feelin high. Your voice would never fail to make me feel secure. But, you have disappointed me time and time again. I wonder what i've done wrong or what you've failed to give me...My heart has been bruised ever since u hung up on me that day. It seems you're irritated. It seems you're giving up on me. I don't know what you're feelin deep down inside. It seems like a mystery,it seems like a knot i cannot untie...What i wanted was simple. To talk. To want you to keep your word just lyk how you want me to keep mine.But the words u say at times cut me through deep down inside. It's that hurting. And i know u know how it feels for i have done the same to you before.You know how it feels when i fail to consider your feelings. Maybe it's payback time,maybe it's time for us to both learn our lessons. To learn how to compromise, to learn how to care, to learn how to think before we act or say anything,and most importantly, to learn how to love...For i don't think we understand love and what it is all about yet...I will continue to trust,to understand you,to make known what i really want and ,to learn how to love. Cos i guess, that was what we both wanted to accomplish on 1st of March 2004. I hope i've managed to put my message across. So let's keep our love strong like tomorrow never comes and learn how to tolerate each other's wilfulness an all other nonsense okie? =p muAckX!


Phew...the hols have arrived.Nothing much to look forward to though...Hmmx,just know i've got tons of work to complete. Hopefully, i'll be able to finish all of them by the end of the second week to make time for revision and fun in the third and forth week...I need a break badly anyway. Too much have happened i guess...

[Cold in the rain i'm tossing and turning your words ever burning my heart.Love's an electric storm of pleasure and pain where thunder and lightning are crashing and striking us down]
some hearts are meant to be broken;;