;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Saturday, May 07, 2005

10:47 PM

Well~i guess it's true~As a chinese song expresses the taste of love as..."Ai hui rang ren shi qu zi li" (Love will make one lose independance)...well, quite true bahx...I've grown to be less independant since i got attached...Sometimes,little things will make me shed tears.I was never so in the past..Hmmx...wonder if that's because i'm too dependant on teddy le...dat's y i tend to feel real lonely when he isn't around and tend to shed tears when we quarrel bout minor issues. The past few days made exams period more difficult to pass by when teddy was at his FOC camp~~Had no concentration bahx...Well, hehe, concentration was instead focused on mua fone...was looking forward to a msg or two from him but to no avail at most of the time~cannot be blamed la...Phone isn't with him at all times sho not able to k.i.t.~Waah~i feel lyk a kid la~Can't express why~

Tada~finally met up today lor~Well, knew he enjoyed his camp~Told me all about it~~Hmmx,even though some stuff he said made me uneasy, i still have mua trust in him bahx...Well, i'll learn to trust more i guess~It's better to tell me the truth rather than keep it from me till i find out rite?=) Wat to expect when he gets into poly life??Guess i already know it all by now bahx...Some things are hard to refrain from~Especially when you have little control over it~Perhaps it's still better for us to accept things with an open heart afterall i guess. It'll do much good rather than quarreling over something we can't stop from happening. Right? (hmmx, if the above makes you go "huh?"..it doesn't matter i guess, i'll keep the tots i can't seem to express properly to myself...=p)

Tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;