;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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TUCKED AWAY

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

9:11 PM

"Ok class, em. Ok. Understand alpha, beta,gamma rays? Ok. You all know rite, gamma rays cannot pass thru lead. O ya, ya all noe the Superman has 2 weaknesses rite? One is...he cannot see thru things made of lead.Anyone noe another one nort ha?" A silly phy teacher questioned the class, trying to sound lyk some phy lecturer or sumting...(and o yea...tryin to slang when you conduct the lesson will make u sound worse Mr...cos it really isn't music to our ears anyway so please stop degrading urself in front of peepx who can do better than you for ur english.=X)


"Cher!!!I noe!!Another weakness of his is that he must always wear his underwear on the outside...hehe" Hydil exclaimed. (The whole class burst into laughter upon seeing the -.-GrR~ face on the teacher's face. Aw man! That look was a classic. He absolutely looked as if he wanted to hit Hydil straight in the face.)


Well, i guess the main aim of today's phy lesson was to make him lose face newae,so it didn't matter if the joke wasn't farni~! He deserved it for wanting to put our home teacher in front of ppl during sports day...Pui! Let him have a taste of wat we, the sec 4s are lyk before he push his limits. Wahahahha!!!Muahahhahah=X. His teaching experience in Pasir Ris will always leave a footprint in his life...Hehe...


Woot. Today's study camp was tiring...man. It made things worse when History was the first subject of the day. Nearly dozed off in front of da teacher...1.5 hrs straight copying of answers for mid yr paper. Blah...Hand nearly broke. Urgh. Phy was after our break. The teacher nearly made me throw up the dessert i had.Aw gawd. I miss Miss Chia.Art seemed lyk it lasted for 3 hrs though it was only a 1.5 hr session. Chinese was ok...Miss Ho P.P. talked bout our oral which would be held once school reopens...Gawd!Bah...today's subject combination kinda sucked...Hmm...but i'm looking forward to tmr's archery session though!


Read teddy's blog...hmmx...Know he's going thru a rough time...His entry really made me wonder if i hadn't cared enough...Sigh.The messages on his tagboard made me feel even worse...Seemed that my consoles were lyk, of no use lorx...ppl could take their consoles to him budden for me...It seems that they've been casted aside by him or sumthin lorx...Truthfully, i hate knowing what on his mind thru his blog. The feeling sux and i dunno how to describe it.It jus makes me feel dat, although im his girlfriend,i only know things jus lyk what his other friends do...You can say that i'm sensitive or whatever but,put urself in my shoes...am i redundant or sumthin?Am i jus for company's sake? Urgh. The feeling suck big time alrite. I've always wanted him to share his problems with me but it jus couldn't seem to make him pour his heart out to me when he feels down...What's lackin?Is it just me? Is it that whenever he opens up to me,i'll tend to say something to make him feel worse so he doesnt wanna confide in me anymore? I've no idea but i hope that isn't the case...But no matter what is it,teddy i want you to know that I'll always be here for you when you need me okie?Muackx.


Hmmx. Had my b'day cake jus now even though my b'day has passed...Auntie bought it for me. It was a suprise. My family seldom buys cake for celebrations. The most was just a gd dinner. Thank's auntie!!! O yea...and to ALL my friends, thanks for all your presents and well wishes!!!Really appreciated them!!!Hug!!!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;