;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

6:57 PM

shitty. Mid-yr is like oni 2 weeks from now and O levels Chi is like 1 month away. WTF. I've not started much on mua studying and guess what? I didn't know how i spent my time dis few days. Bloody~ Lost focus on everything...haiz. Guess mua mood was more or less affected by unhappy issues during the past few days. Hope things would be fine from now onwards. I don't wanna risk flunkin all mua exams ya noe? Yea. Got total horrendous results for mua Math test. Hell. Half mark to a pass. Damn me. Everything was a blank when i saw the paper. Not that i couldn't do, or i didn't understand. It's just that everything seemed a total blur to me when i saw the paper. Argh. Damn you Rena. Right. Phew~ Gonna start on mua Chi today aniwae, kinda late to start now lex...mua frends av almost finished 3/4 of the book and i've not even touched the "B" section. Hah. O yea, that reminds me, my coursework for art is yet to be completed and the deadline is by Thur. CA3 grades. O well..Rena, you're dead meat...

Hmmx. Took a cab home today. Didn't feel like walking. Da driver was nice to talk to...Well, he's divorced and you know...he called his wife a bitch and stuff~but he was a good dad. Calls his daughter everynight, sponsor her for her overseas trips and stuff. Man...he's a taxi driver and he has to pay for his daughter's overseas trips organised by schools, telephone bill which total up to 200 bucks, weekly pocket money of 50 bucks(like wow~), and other expenses. Waah. Tough life he has manx. Cummon, he's only a taxi driver. HOw much can he earn in a month? His daughter better be thankful she's got such a wonderful dad who slogs so hard to raise her up. Life's so hard nowadays i realise, it's like, everyone is trying to survive with that small sum of salary every month and now, with all the increasing taxations and stuff, it makes life even harder. No wonder Mdm Mariamah told us that her friend thinks it's cruel to bring a baby into a world which is so competitive. It's so hard to sustain nowadays, it'll be even harder in the future i guess. Oh well, high birth rate? Hmmx, i don't think so for the time being.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;