Sunday, February 13, 2005
10:11 PM
hmmx...It's Sunday..so fast worx..haven been updating my blog for a few days le...
Friday-11/2
It was cross country...went to bedok reservoir..Muahaha. Didn't run. Was at the Sc booth instead...Had the urge to run when i saw the students running...Blah Blah~ Went to town with steph. She pei wo go find pressie~ Hee...ended up buyin it at TM anyway...
Went to Weibin's mum's boss's bbq at night...Kinda awkward lo..I dunno em, but they were very friendly. Went to the park too...Waah~ feels good to be at the park at night once again..Been ages since i went der. Stayed over at his house too...teehee.
Saturday-12/2
Went home at 12 as Weibin had a group date with his gang of friends...Sobby sob sobx...Nobody at home at night neh...was left alone staring at the walls in my room. Bored to tears...Started studyin a lil of mua chi though...jus flipped thru....It was goodnight after dat.
Sunday-13/2
Ha....here i am...typing out today's blog entry...Tmr's Valentines day...yippie~ So fast worx...Last year's V day seemed to be jus the day before to me...Aw~ this year no night out fer me...trapped at home at night with mua family...There would be sch the next day...Hope we would be able to make it up before Mar 1 though....Our 1 yr anniversary~! Hmm...time flies....and my parents dun know bout us YET i suppose...I wanna tell em but it jus seems so hard to get it outta my mouth...I dun wanna agitate my parents, especially my dad since he doesn't like mi havin a bf at my age...my mum would bark at mi...Nightmares flood my nights when i think about how they would react to it...I wanna tell them when i graduate from sec 4...so tat i can prove to them that i can cope well with studies and relationships when i get my results...Sighx...I very dui bu qi dear...I know you dun wan us to duo duo cang cang and wan my parents to know bout us asap...But, I'm afraid that dey would object and ground mi...Sighx....That'll be worse right? They'll resort to things you can't imagine to stop us from seeing each other de...Studies would be affected then i suppose...I'm sorry...I know you're understanding and you'll stand by mi no matter wot de right? I know these are "what ifs" but i don't wanna take a wrong move and ruin everything we have...
I love ya dear and i wanna stand by you at all times and hope you will do the same to me too...Muacks...Love ya lots! hugx!
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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