Thursday, February 17, 2005
10:13 PM
ha-ha. Sick....down with flu and cough...Luckily no fever ahx...Seh leh...was sick like 1 month ago and now....haiyo! What's wrong wif you Rena! Hmmx...
Things went on as usual today in school...Was especially tired in the mornin...Fell asleep in the council room till other ppl came...YawnZ. Think it's cos of the medication...Make mi feel groggy...~Not gonna go sch tmr i suppose...Take MC...Practically dragged my feet to school today man~
Did RIF during English lessons...Was picked by teacher to share one of the RIF so i talked bout the song i like...Introduced "Fly" by Hilary Duff...hahax...one of mua fav phrases: " Forget about the reasons y you can't in life and start to try" Well, haha...talked about pushing yourselves to the limits. Hidayu said: " PUsh youself to the limit, yes but cherish yourself Rena! Must take care okie?" Haha, was quite heartwarming when she said dat...Can say she really cares lar..She knew i was sick...She has never said aniting like dat before lor, so was quite surprised...
Decided not to go for CO...wanna go home rest but instead, stayed back for a lil while in the SC room to settle some stuff....Kp! The sec 3s and 2s are really getting outta hand. Passed em a proposal to do last wk...was supposed to be due on Wed but gave em till tmr...and what did i see today? Cassandra was supposed to chair Admin meetin straight after sch...Nobody turned up...Stayed back till 2.45 to see if ppl would start scrambling in...Ha! Disappointment...Only 2 turned up. What kinda impression dey wanna give me? Dat they're inefficient? Dat dey're not interested? I don't have a clue...Sat der like an idiot waiting. Kept waiting till i buay tahan, went home. Like wot steph said, they totally take our kindness for granted. I'm tryin to figure out what am i to do next. Feel like givin up. But i can't. Just like how i can't give up on Ching Kiat...Did my best to change him...but to no avail. Wanna say sorry to Ching Wei...Sorry...we did our best...I think the decision is final...Don't ask mi what happened...I don't wanna tok bout it.
some hearts are meant to be broken;;