Saturday, January 08, 2005
9:03 PM
Damn!~*sick at the wrong time...fever reached 38.3 degrees yesterday when i went to dear's house after school. Climbed to 38.9 degrees in the morning,got a terrible cough(kept coughin till mua whole head turn red lex),flu...Gosh! No outin fer mi today wif dear lex...haix.One day wasted.Hao bu rong yi lai dao weekends... My body bu zheng qi...always make mi fall sick at the wrong time...
Thinkin if i should take MC fer Monday and Tuesday...Can't lehx..gotta do up the competition stuff on Monday...Gotta go Ngee Ann Poly on Tuesday...Gotta do up agenda for Mass meeting.Shit!Wot should i do? Got lotsa proficiency tests next week too.Piles of work waitin fer mie to complete. Dammit!Aargh!!Sumbody tell mie wot to do?I feel as if i'm choking. Yesh,really chokin. I can't breathe nemore.And guess what? It's only the beginning of the year.Guess i've overworked or sumting. Stress ka pengx. Didn't manage to sleep well the past few days...
Left at home alone the whole day. Parents at work,aunt and work,uncle at work. Fuck. Felt like nobody cared even though i was sick. I know mua parents were busy,would take mie to da doc tmr though. Decide tmr if i should go to school fer half a day on Mon jus to take mua phy test and pass all impt doc to Miss Wong before i sign out during recess...
Dear was out with friends.Went to get his pay in the mornin. Hope he had fun...Was sorry that i couldn't meet up with him.Been longing to be able to meet up with him dis weekend. Only got bout one week left before he goes to work, i guess. Not much time to meet up anymore. Worse when he gets to poly and when i'm havin mua Os. Sighx. Wonder wat would become of us when dat time cums...would more quarrels surface?would our relationship stay da same?i don't know...I don't wish to think bout it. Blah! What the hell am i talking about!? Guess the fever has caused some damage to mua brain causin mi not to be able to think properly.Hope it would subside by tmr...~
Sorry dear...i didn't mean to hang up the fone on you jus now...Not in a good mood today...Didn't wanna vent mua anger on you...Dunno wot's happenin to mi...Shao huai le nao dai i suppose. ^heck^=(
-->Breakin down soon<--tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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