;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Friday, December 31, 2004

1:32 AM

I'm back!!!Been so long since i last updated worx..hmmx,av been busy wif the sec one orientation and mua entrepreneur competition...Waa!Stress arx. Stress still nbm..still got some ppl cum and criticise our work and complain dis complain dat. WTF. Think u so smart u do la! Kp! Your own stuff cannot handle wanna interfere in other ppl's business. Fuck off!=X Hainx, been in reali low spirits dis few days bahx...got sho much work to do...hmk haben finish,competition thingy oni half way thru when it's due on the 20th. Damn...Den ah bu keep scold and nag. Kaox! Think being a student so easy u go study la! Think i wanna keep on goin to school for nothing arhx!~U come bac from work tired i know, think i not tired ah! Sigh~

Been doin mua hmk till now since 7+...Teddy's at his class chalet...Not reali convenient to sms mie~hmmx...sho no excuse to take breaks. Hmmx,hope he's not angry at sumting i said today...sorry dear~didn't mean it. Just felt very "left alone" these few days.

Hainx,swept all mua stuff off from the table to the floor in a rage...Fed up~not gonna do any work tmr...mebbe sat...finish everythin and get it over and done with bahx..Tmr will be a better day? Hope sho~~~tata~

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

5:08 PM

Seems like the hols are nearing to an end...17 more days or so and we'll be back in school...An important year ahead huh...Was supposed to brush up on most of my work but it jus seems that i didn't do much after all. Wat can i say? My holiday homework's not even completed yet. =X

Hmmx...i've been pretty on mua own dis few dayx...at home..staring at mua four walls in the bedroom...Been online...chatting...Didn't feel like stepping outta da house too. Was suppose to meet Stephanie and da jie fer lunch...but mum didn't wan mi to go. "What's the point? It's onli an hour? Wat can ya guys talk about?" Well,well,WhatEvEr~i didn't wanna go out wif her when she said she needed to get some Christmas stuffs too...Boring. "It'll onli be bout an hour shoppin for the stuff? Why do i need to go? What can you buy within that one hour?" haha.I wanted to tell her that..but..newae..=p.

Received a couple of X'mas cards from mua friends though. How sweet of em...Yippie!~ Christmas is around the corner~can't wait...gonna go on a group date wif a couple of friends and teddy...STayin over at his house too! muhahax. Can't wait for the bells to start jinglin!Oh yea...that reminds mi~i gotta buy some x'mas stuffs too..haven tot of wot to get for teddy...but for the rest of mua friends...haha...sumting simple and cheap. Kinda broke now...sobbie~~={
Teddy!!Wot should i get ya??I'll see what i can get tmr bah...Goin to town wif mua buddies tmr newae...Still gotta get 2 pressies tmr...wah...$$$$$

Tata~mish ya teddy(-.-)

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

10:16 PM

I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me nowWe’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life withI don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understandIf I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

This song was replaying all these while since i switched on mua com. Well, Siok Wen was at mua house today and we talked loads. Jus thought about we we talked about and decided to switch this song on replay mode. Were tokin bout the sec fours leavin this year....everything would be so different. She actualli popped the qn and asked if i think that the relationship between mi and teddy would be more difficult to manage next year. Would we still have enough time for each other? Hmm, i guess, my answer for that would be a yes, things would definitely be different. Time wise...well, i'm not sure myself. I'm not such a good time manager i have to admit. For me, i jus think that we cannot predict the future and it's difficult to promise each other aniting de lo...As long as we make good our time spent together at the moment,it'll be more than satisfying. During this hols, i've already heard a few heart wrenching breakup stories that've happened to some of mua friends. Well, things are unpredictable huh...sometimes, u can get all lovey dovey and before you know it, it'll be end of the relationship. Peepx out der, cherish your time you have with each other. Don't think future, think now. *hint evelyn*

Well, it has always been great chatting with siok wen bout such stuff...it's not that gals like to talk bout such stuff...it's jus that...both of us jus share this bond...that when we talk bout such stuff...we tend to actually be able to express ourselves in a way that we can't when we talk to others.

Hmmx...it's been a long day fer mi too....guess i'll update tmr...tata~


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Monday, December 13, 2004

10:09 PM

Went out with teddy's and his friends today againEee!~Went to Marina to watch . Teeheex,a hilarious movie...would rate it 3/5 i tink. Well,the outing wif em was alrighty but sumtimes, ppl tend to be left out...Hmmx, also went to Starbucks! Hmmx.Been sho long since i last touched coffee...

Well,ppl behave differently when they're in school and outta school i guess...Just think that this batch of sec 4s are miles apart from who they are in sch and outta sch.Some ppl whom i think were outgoing didn't seem so aniwae. Blah~ Hmm, how bout me? Do i behave differently as well? I dun noe. Mebbe sumbody should tell mi.

Felt kinda bad lor...actualli was supposed to accompany teddy till late late de...but mua aunt bought tickets for Incredibles. Watch wif mua lil cus. He had to send mi all the way back to Tm...he could've jus remained there in Suntec where we were with his friends. Still had to pang seh him and stand a distance away from him while he accompanied mi to wait fer mua aunt and cus. Felt sho extreme bad bAd BAD. Hmmx, why couldn't i jus tell my parents about us.It's been 9 months plus++. Would everything turn out the way i wan it to? Or would it be disastrous? I don't wanna even tink about it. My parents are not like his. Yea,he's been urgin mi to tell em but...i jus can't get it out of mua mouth man...it ain't so easy like how u tink it is ya noe? ^heck^. I dont' know la.

Hmmx, teddy would be workin for the rest of the week till nxt Mon. Will miss ya de dear...Muackx. Must take care of yaself ya? Love ya. Guess that'll be all tonite...Tata~

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Saturday, December 11, 2004

11:02 PM

Hmm.Yesterday go Taka meet teddy and his friends...waah...in the end,i go der, dey say wanna go bugis. Ah BiSh!~Qian!!Should av told mie earlier mua....den i no nid rush here rush der~play hide and seek fun si bo?=X K larx..cannot blame him...wanna jio mei nu mua~...heex.But hor...should pick another gal lar..What ya doin shi bu dui de woR~~ hmmx.up to him. Not mie prob newae. BleAh. Say wanna go shoppin,in the end go play arcade...wahh...sho noisy neh!!Ah bengx here and der.All pig face!!!Make sho much noise,shout shout shout. Never shout before ah! =X..kk...hmmx. Den alex workin der wor! I tio shocked when i saw him der...haha.That leng leng cool cool guyx. Think among dear's gang,he is the most composed de...haha. Den jonathan is da funny man...Sunkist! =[] heex. Saw da foto on dear's fone. Muahaha. In the end, spend whole day at arcade...Tired seh..dunno y also.

Today want to go Bugis do da survey de~den in the end, we lazy...muahah. Do at Tm mac. I eatin breakfast den after dat gib da customers der do lo...They mostly parents liaox mua...sho easy to approach...Muahah. Got one guy staff very gd wor!He say wanna help us de~budden he workin sho not fang bian. Ah bish the manager der! Think he is PRSS de also...seen him before sumwhere...hmm...not a high profile guy...but he very approachable last time. Blah. Nvm. After dat go arcade play Daytona...muahaha. Then after dat go dear house eat dinner. Slept the whole afternoon.SnorEx.

Den here i am nor...typin...Dixon intro what music station to mie i dunno how to operate. ^heck^...hmmmx. Mua bloggiex are gettin boring~dun wanna type liaox. Tata~go watch korean show le neh..~tata~!^.^

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

10:54 PM

Pengx~dunno how cum feelin sho lethargic this mornin~woke up bout 11 plux wor~very late hor?hmmx.Was practically draggin mua feet to my project meeting at 2 today.Not cos i'm tired. Sian lo.Today meet le then keep side trackin,tok crap. Hmmx,dun think we can even get thru the first round in dis competition lo...I no mood to do it properly also. Cannot think of any ideas sia.Especially the volunterism thingy. *>>Blank<<*
Still gotta do survey this Saturday...den meet Miss Mona on the 14th,den must send Miss Wong all the stuff we've done. Waah!~* wtf. Cannot take it nemore...Haix,mebbe it's cos i've been slackin mua whole hols,hmk do a lil oni den now start to do a lil work jiu feel sho sucky.

Hmmx,no movie today fer mie~was supposed to bring mua lil cus go watch Incredibles de...den in the end,aunt needa work OT. Sianx 1/2. Stay at home rot sia. In the end do mua Ruan outing de proposal, jus finished oni ahx...the proposal like sho short leh...dunno if i missed out sumting or what so eva.

Teddy go watch movie wif his friends le...den stay at his friends' houses till Sat...sho good. He's got sho many programmes lined up,no hmk and stuff. Me leh....stuck wif work, work,work.Now wanna go out also sianx. Blah. Mua life's a bore. I can't stand myself sumtimes.Think of mua own fuckin attitude i jiu wanna slap myself.*slAp**pUnCh* Hainx.^reflection needed manx...^ Mish mua teddy. Haix...Now wanna update the blog we have i also sianx,both of us like never update dex...shut it down?I dun wan to...but leave it der,never update....also no use. But i dun wanna shut it down! Heck.What's wrong wif mi today. All outta sorts. Even this blog entry seems outta sorts. Whteva.

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

2:23 PM

yIppiE~!Love ya mummy and daddy!Muahahax.Mua Samsung E600C!!!They bought it fer mi lyk 2 days ago norx!!!Teehee~!Spent lyk the whole nite explorin the features of the fone on Fri~hmm.i'm not one who would read the instruction manual~Blah...All the getting started and stuff jus makes mi wanna fall ZzzZzz.Heex. Been playin wif the camera for the past few days~cLICK*CLiCk*

hmm...goin to sentosa wif teddy tmr~go butterfly park take picx fer mua artx! heex Hope it'll be great fun!


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Thursday, December 02, 2004

10:55 PM

hmm...yea~the only word i can describe how i'm feelin now is "SIAN". Been online for bout the whole dae,kept editin this blogskin. Finally,it's done...Layout kinda weird weird de nehx...Heck care le...can use jiu hao.Tatty Bear de wor!!!Cute horz?=x
Tried addin Archives but dunno where to put sho forget it bahx...wait till next skin got space den put.

Duan Dian has been replaying over and over again in mua windows media player...heex.Nice song,dear recommended it like a few months ago.Deleted all mua music jukebox softwares le...sobX!No more free sources for songs...SnifF* sNiFf* Crappy. Mum told mie notta download all the songs frm da net liaox...will tio fine de...and got caning worx...Piak!Hee!A new excuse to get more cds to add to mua collection liaox!YiPpiE!* But hor, i bo lui...ask mummy sponsor..Muahahx.

O yea...tokin bout cdx....Watched the Singapore Idol Showdown yesterday...Taufik won!!!WooHoo!Well, Sly's got the fans goin gaga and Taufik's got the vocals! Rock on manx...Waah...like one particular song that Taufik sang...ermx...the...nvm! Just can't wait for the album to be out...

YipPie~finally can go out tmr lex....heex. Been sho bottled up dis few days...At home...stare at four walls(as usual). Blahx!Well, though these few days nver go out but managed to catch up wif mua fwens online...hmmx,worried fer steph siax...well, she's gotta solve the problem sooner or later i guess. This also happens to mie de lo...Communication breakdown between two parties.

Wad the....phone cannot work liaox! Heck!Sianx 1/2!!!Mum went to Nokia service centre....100++ buckx to repair lehx! WTF. Setting mua eyes on Samsung de fone...model ish E600C i tink...hope daddy lemme get da fone!!!*prays**fingerx croxx*

Guess that'll be all...mebbe will update tmr bahx....tata~ ^.^

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3:42 PM

Woke up bout 7am in the morning today,got ready for co...Waah~suddenly felt very giddy...Still sick bahx...sho mum told mie not to go. Blah! Feel crappy today manx. No moodx to update liaox. Tata~mebbe tonite bahx...

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