Saturday, October 02, 2004
9:49 PM
*sTrEtCh~*hmmx...woke up at 11 plus today...heex. one sleepyhead i am..=P... Well, fell asleep about 2am after having a string of heart to heart smses with Jordan...hmmx. Well, i dunno larx. just felt that sumtimes, he's friends are more important to him lorx...Sumtimes, feel a lil neglected...hmmx. guess that's normal de bah. He also said that he also feel a bit neglected by mi in school. Hainx...Well, guess we both need our own personal space at different times. I just realized horx..everytime when we face a certain problem, we dun really thrash it out. It always happens lorx and when we face the same problem again, everything jus seem so wrong de lorx. Hmmx...but the good thing is, things are put back into order after a good night's sleep. Note taken?(blink*)Love ya~*
Well, to me, having a relationship is not jus proved right by saying "i love you".
"Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning." Here it is. What does a person really mean and feel deep down inside when he says these three words? Who is one whom you can pour your woes to, share your happy times with considered as?Who is that person who cares for you,shower you with love, lend you a shoulder when you feel down,passes you a piece of tissue when you cry and seem to be always be by your side when you need someone by your side? A friend? Someone more than jus a friend? Well, one of my friends have once popped this question:"Why do people get into a relationship when the other party is jus giving you a lil more care and concern than your other friends?Why can't he/she be your best friend? Can guys and gals be just plain good friends?" Hehe. Must admit. I don't really know how to answer this question.
Some meaningful quotes i found online~:
"I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am."
"You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurtingthat loved one is enough to break your own heart"
"As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn't want to believe that you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend."
Hee. That's all fer today...look out for more quotes update!!
Tata~
some hearts are meant to be broken;;