Tuesday, October 05, 2004
8:36 PM
Gan Chu Duo Duo worx...~~
Blah~ Can't see properly now....Hmmx...been putting on my contacts for the whole day now....den eyes a lil dry now...Meng meng de~~~=X
Sniff~am down with flu nowx...Ah cHoO! XcUse mie! Hmmx...didn't sleep well last nitex lorx, den was practically sleeping throughout the whole day...oni managed to pay attention during physics and my art. Snorex. Had a bad dream last nite...woke up with a startle in the middle of the night lorx..pengx.
Thought through some stuff yesterday night before i slept too...and i realized something.You know, sometimes, promises are meant to be broken...Whenever you try too hard not to break them, you will, in the end. That's fer mie...i don't noe bout other ppl. I don't really dare to make promises nowadays, as i know that i wouldn't be able to fulfill dem if i try too hard. Read steph's blog... I reali agree with wht she said manx...the more you try not to hurt someone, you end up hurting the other party more...Totally Agree! 100% true~When can we stop hurtin ppl's feelings and when can we stop getting hurt? Never i suppose. It comes in a cycle. Round and back again.
Sometimes, it's difficult to judge yourself...What kind of person i realli am? What kind of person do i really wanna be?Am i really the person i see in front of the mirror everyday?Am i who i wanna be?I don't know.
Blah....buaix..
Tata~*signing off
some hearts are meant to be broken;;