Wednesday, September 15, 2004
10:37 PM
yAwnZzz...yox...guess i've not been updatin fer quite a long time already....well..computer's been down since the last time i updated. Damn virus~~~Well...The past few days were boring...Except for watching . Overall, it was okie except for the ending which i think it was too abrupt. Hmmx....
Well, exams are already around the corner...Waah...so fast manz...one year is almost over and before you know it, we would be goin onto the next level of education in no time. Scarrry~~~* Heex.
Our PGA competition is just around the corner!!!!It's this Saturday~~* Oh manz!!! Hmmx...Hope we would stand a high chance in achieving our goal!!! Hmmz..can't wait for the Saturday to come....
Nothing much happened today actually, it was just the usual school day...Met up with Jordan after school....Got into a row lorx....haiz....I dunno larx...it's either i'm too sensitive or what lorx..Haix, nearly made his house flood manz....Now my eyes are swollen dunno till like what liaox...=X... Hmmz...isit really me? Everything about me treating him as if he's transparent in school, not being concerned and stuff, is it really me? I didn't realize till he told me that he felt that i was someone different in and out of school. I didn't mean to do them on purpose. I didn't mean to ignore.Sometimes, it's just that....aw...i dunno....aRghH!!~*I'm sorry for everything...
Haiz, i really dunno...just feel that...i'm not the Rena i used to be anymore. I'm not smiling as much as i used to last time, yea...maybe i'm still smiling but it's not coming from my heart. Forcing it out???i don't know. I just find that i don't know who i am anymore. I'm just so bugged down with things around me. So busy and stuff...Hmm. Just don't seem to have time for myself....Well, maybe it's due to the heavy workload everyone is having at the moment. Every blog i go to, contents of the day would normally be about how tired they are...work...work...and more work. Hmmx... Wished i've more time....Everybody needs more time...don't you think so...
Well, but i believe that tomorrow would be a better day! When you wake up and watch the sun rise...everything just seem so right again!!!^.^ ...Tomorrows never end...
Guess that'll be all....TAta!~* gdnitex
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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