Tuesday, September 28, 2004
8:38 PM
AHhh ChOo~ Sniff Sniff* Hmmx...was already sneezing awae in da mornin...Sniff* Hmmx...not enuff slp lehx...can hardly pry my eyes open. -.-
Hmmx, today was alright larx...nothin much happened newae, except nearly dozed off during Math lesson today...=X. Not enuff sleep, din sleep well last nite, dunno y too...it was dreadful~ Had my Phy CA today...hmmx dunno larx, din reali study lor, only memorise the formula oni...Hope can scrape thru...=P.
Haix, my mood is sho f*#%in lousy today...damn!Some ppl reali dunno how to organise their time properly lorx, still dare to have the cheek to make comments behind my back. Think i dunno that you guys are talking behind my back? Ha! I"m not dat dumb MIND U!Stop thinking that you're the best and is the teachers' pet. PLEASE LAR...teachers don't look up to you and you're being despised by peers. Get this freaking clear manx! Who the hell they think dey are siax.Make mi wait fer so long, Kaox.Don't claim that you know me, cos, YOU DON'T!tink i got all the time in the world for them isit.Knn(i seldom scold bad words de lorx...when i scold u noe i'm real pissed).GrRrr!Ah! dun tok bout it lex, make my mood worsen oni!TMD! I'm not one to be trifled with.
Hmmx...reached home kinda later than i expected today...bout 4 plus reach home de bah...Hmmx...and i forgot all bout msgin Jordan...Hainx...made him worry, think he's kinda mad??Well...sorry kkx? I jus got too many things on my mind. Sorry dear~Kinda feeling fed up when i reached home lorx...hainx...cos of the peepx who made me sho freakin angry. Hmmx...sometimes, i really dunno what's wrong. Is it jus me or...aaahHrgH~ I dunno larx...damn! Haix, thot dat i would cool down and i wouldn't be feelin so *u$#Ed up after calling Jordan...but it kinda turned out otherwise lorx...He was soundin sho sianx and upset when called him. Hainx, things are changing...someting's lackin between us and i jus can't figure out what is it. I keep thinking that it's communication, but...that's not the case. We do talk things out but it always end up one party blaming himself/herself for what happened. What's wrong wif us...Is it mi? I seem to be always the one blaming myself...Self reproacH?? Why am i always blaming myself? Why are we always quarreling bout the same matters all the time? AAAHHH!!~ hate maself for this. kaoXx. Bad day.
Tata~signing off
some hearts are meant to be broken;;
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