;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Sunday, August 08, 2004

12:00 PM

Phew...i'm seein double manx...feeling so damn giddy now...must be because of the medicine i've jus taken...Oh well, have been sick the past few days sho didn't have the time to update fer bout more than 1 wk le...o ya...jus changed my blogskin...temporarily left the tagboard out till i've completed all the changing of colours in this blog. I'll decide where to fit the tagboard in after that...heex

Well,today was kinda boring...stayed at home the whole day...Got up in the morning and Aunt Peggie went thru some work with mi from 10.45 to bout 3 plus in the afternoon.Woo~that was long...She'll be 'monitoring' my work every Sunday from this week onwards...Since i dun have a tutor now...she'll be one for the year.Heex.

Sort of set up some ground rules fer myself now...I feel like i'm kinda slacking in my work now...and have some distractions when i'm set on finishing my work on time...Well,have to admit. The handphone is the No.1 distraction. So from now on, i'll try to switch off my hp whenever i'm doin some serious work. There are in total 3 ground rules i've aimed to commit to. Secondly is my time management. It's kinda goin off tune now...Will make it a point to pick at least a day after sch to revise thru my work and things i've learnt during that whole week. Preferably on Fri i guess, released early on that day. Will decide whether i'll do the revision on my own or with my friends or mayb Jordan? since his o's are coming soon. We'll see how newae. Thirdly, haix. not really a ground rule larx, but i want make it a point to make good my words. I've realised that at times, i don't manage to do things i've promised ppl or myself to do. Haix that's bad. It's been a long time since i did a reflection on myself. Sort of because of something which happened yesterday that i realised that my life is sort of going off track. I've not been myself the past few days when i was at home. Dunno why. I really want to put my words into action. Have learnt that in many of the leadership camps and courses i've attended. Where have all the leadership skills i've picked up gone to? Sighx.* This is really the time where i should pick myself up and get on track again! ^.^

Heex, must be wondering why am i suddenly sho guaix and all rite? Well, i dunno why i suddenly wanna make a change. Mebbe it's because of some stuff which have happened the past few days that let me realise all these lorx...

Oh well...hope i put these ground rules into action!

Hmmx. have been msgin Jordan fer the past few hours. Ahmad's at his house rite now and they're watching a soccer match. Hmmx...guys<--->soccer.heex.=P

"da jie" called and asked mi if i wanted to go watch the fireworks display tmr...Hmmx...sobx..wanted to but i can't. Sick and mum wants mi to stay home. Well, It's fer my own good...Next time mebbe. ^o^

Alrite! Guess that's all fer now! gdnitex...real giddy and stuff now...

Signing off~*tata*
some hearts are meant to be broken;;