;i keep up with a fake smile.Do you ever notice?



I FAKE A SMILE ALL THIS WHILE

DID YOU EVER REALISE?

It's me.So what?
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*Rena Heng
*aka Tiny,Nana
*17*
*30/5/89*
*TP,Hospitality and Tourism*
*PRSS,QNPS*

Her world revolves around...
*her friends
*family
*you
*her lovelies =3
*clubs
*drinking
*shopping
*bitching
*freedom

BEWARE,SHE SNAPS
I'm not who you think i really am. Don't like reading wat's here? Buzz off. =)
DO NOT JUDGE ME,period.

HER WANTS
*New navel stud*
*plain bikini*
*Waist belt*
*A pair of flats*
*Grey/white off shoulder*
*tan*
*Vintage dress*
*New phone*


THE ONES

Abigail
Adler
Arjuna
Audrina
Alpharian
Alvin
Boon Ern
Daphne
Daryl
Dixon
de-bonbons
Eugene
Genevieve
Hailing
Hakim
Hidayu
Hisa
Idy
Jacquelin
Jeslyn
Jingxuan
Justin
Jie Hui
Karen
Kok Sheng
Letitia
Pauline
Quan Zhang
Qiao
Royston
Stephanie
Shihan
Siok Wen
Sihan
Wei Li
Wei Jie
Weslie
Xiuqing
Yi ting
Yiwen
Yu Heng
Zhiyi
Zhu Xiaoming
Ziying
CUT THE CRAP

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Monday, July 19, 2004

9:44 PM

HmMxXx...beEn KindA bUsy dIs feW daEz sHo DuNch Av dA tImE to LoG oN...dIs feW daEx wErE kIndA heCtic nEwaE...

well...let me review the things which happened the last few days....

~*Friday,16th*~-->basketball match
Phew~ it was the end of the day and i went bac to sch to accompany jordan for his bb match...Was kinda borin at first cos i had practically nothin to do except to look on while emily,annabelle,and zhiyi complete their biographies.siAnZation!!is all i can say...In the end...zhiyi stayed bac to accompany mi lorx.kinda nice of her newae...^.^ Well,had some gal's talk while watching the match and i got to know the full details(oki..mebbe nt full but it's more than i should noe?)bout her and Aaron?Hmmx...can't reveal the content though but what i can say is, maybe Aaron only has one strategy to jio gals?kekex...and i wonder wht happened to da vow he made last yr and he gave me all the crap by sayin he can't get involved in a relationship?Aw manx...dun wanna give a damn liaox...dunno why i'm suddenly involved in this mess.I was caught in a situation after the match when i think Aaron was actually waiting fer Zhiyi and she dragged me along, pleading me to think of ways to shake him off?(oppx.=X)Well,thank god Jordan helped mi get out of the bad situation by pullin mi away...heex.=P

Worst, when i got home,i received smses from Aaron talking bout Zhiyi this and Zhiyi dat. I mean,he is jioing her ya noex...why get mi involved...sickening!!!I dun wanna be the middleperson ya noex!!!


*Sunday,18th*^o^
Wht sia~had a weird dream last nite. I couldn't really remember everythin but i jus remember dat i dreamt bout mi and jordan goin out wif his grp of friends? Then it was like, i was so left alone and he was chatting away wif one of his gal friends and they got all touchy in the train and it was as if i was transparent,and in the end i got down the train and left? yea...tink it was like dat...well...it was a dream all right...guess he wouldn't do dis to mi bah...Like some people say, dreams are the opposite of what is happening in actual life? Not a deja vu i hope...

^Monday,19th^=P
Hmph~he didn't seem to realize i was sitting der? well...here it goes,it was the usual mornin dat i was sitting at the spot where the sec 4s always were and jordan arrived in sch in his mum's car...Well,he was talkin to his friend and i didn't wanna disturb as he was also doin his work den?Dunno bah...jus felt i was transparent or somethin,we didn't talk to each other and when he called out for me, i jus gave a "hmph" and walked away...I didn't mean to do dat...It jus came out naturally. But no lorx...i wasn't angry at all...jus came outta my mouth. I didn't mind him not speakin to mi. Well,guess he tot i was unhappy bout it?Seem like a small matter huh and yea...like what i expected, when we met up after school,he went like,"sobx...you 'hmph' me today."Aiyox.I did't know how to react...
some hearts are meant to be broken;;